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I've never really been... frequent with updating my page but maybe that will change. I'm hoping to try and doodle more things on MS Paint and maybe they'll look better, or they'll just be for my own enjoyment. Either way, I'm not sure where I'm going with this sentence so I'll just end it here.

turns out today in gym class I sprained the arch on my foot so now I'm hobbling around on crutches.

Also I got tagged by the new 6 things/habits or whatever by so here goes

1: I have random odd compulsions like cleaning off my fork if I stir my food in the microwave before it's finished in the microwave, or getting all paranoid whenever someone touches my stuff, or if someone is doing a task and I have found a very good way to complete the task it bugs the hell out of me if they don't do it the way I do it.

2: I like to smell stuff, like I know exactly how each season smells, I know what my friends' houses smell like, I know what my clothes smell like after I've worn them a couple times, I know how a couple of my friends smell, I know what my pets smell like. I also try to smell my own breath a lot

3:I'm twitchy. I have some things I do when I'm nervous like bouncing one of my legs up and down, or shaking one of my legs from side to side.

4: I try to use as good of grammar as I can on the interweb.

5: I am an animal person. I have a deep love for animals and it saddens me more to hear of animal abuse than it does human abuse. I have tried to save every injured animal I have come across. And when I am old I'll be that old crazy person with a house full of cats.

6: I have no balance. Occasionaly when I'm just standing I'll almost fall over. I also trip over air all the time.

blame for this.

What is your name?: Erik
Are you named after anyone?: One of my mom's old friends
What's your screename?: Zwan, Madhatter, Eansin
Would you name a child of yours after you?:no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Erika prolly...
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one, I like my name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people inflict on your name constantly?: Eric blast you all!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yes, I hate my last name.

Basics

Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: Bi
Single?: yes T_T
If not, do you want to be?:I want to have a bf..or a gf..
Birthdate: 5/29
Your age: 18
Age you act: 7-30
Age you wish you were: 18
Your height: 5'11"
Eye color: varying colors of blue
Happy with it?: yes :3
Hair color: dirty blonde
Happy with it?: yeah
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: used to be ambedextrous, now my right hand is dominant.
Your living arrangement: with my family
Your family: mother, step-father, brother
Have any pets?: three cats, two dogs
What's your job?: used to be burger king slave, I quit recently.
Piercings?: not yet
Tattoos?:want one
Obsessions?: it skips around a lot
Addictions?: used to be caffinee but I can't have it anymore
Do you speak another language?: some spanish
Have a favorite quote?: "Let's stop praying for someone to save us and start saving ourselves"
Do you have a webpage?: not really

Deep Thoughts About Life

Do you live in the moment?: try
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not really
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: it's sloppy
Do you have any bad habits?: yeah
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that I'm smart.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Head Foot Dollar Bang.
What's your biggest fear?: Probably losing those that I care for.
Can you sing?: yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: somewhat
What are your top priorities in life?: to live a comfortable life and be happy with it.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
Are you a daredevil?: somewhat
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: that I can be a little overbearing sometimes
Are you passive or agressive?: more passive
Do you have a journal?: this basically
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength would be my intelligence, weakness would be my lack of common sense.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would have never had acne
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yeah, but I think that's normal
Do you think life has been good so far?: not really
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't trust people
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
And least?: my teeth
Do you think you are good looking?: good enough
Are you confident?: most of the time
What is the fictional character you are most like?:
Are you perceived wrongly?: most of the time

Do You...

Smoke?: very rarely
Do drugs?: perscription
Read the newspaper?: try not to
Pray?: sometimes
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes or at least usually try to..
Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
Take walks in the rain?: yes :3
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no.. or only to tell them to go away
Drive?: no, driving makes me too nervous
Like to drive fast?: double no

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
Been in love?: yes *sigh*
Done drugs?: yes(see above)
Gone skinny dipping?: wanted to
Had a medical emergency?: stitches 9 times, broken arm twice, emergency apendectimy, endoscopy
Had surgery?: apendectimy, endoscopy, and surgery to get my five wisdom teeth removed.
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: strip go fish count?
Gotten beaten up?: yes
Beaten someone up?: yes and they all deserved it
Been picked on?: since kindergarten
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes, hated it
Thought about suicide?: yes, diagnosed with clinical depression
Pulled an all nighter?: yesh, insomniac
If yes, what is your record?: 36 housr methnks
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: no, phone is evil!
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?:no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: I am crazy
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes *sigh once more* I miss him too.
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: yeah, that's always weird when it happens
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: not that I can think of
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: some bugs
On purpose?: bugs
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?:yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes MSI concert was cool
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: no

Beliefs

Believe in life on other planets?: It's almost impossible that there isn't life on other planets, so yes.
Miracles?: yeah
Astrology?: kind of
Magic?: yes
God?: in a way
Satan?: I believe that there is some evil but not the christian form of Satan
Santa?: Saint Nicholas was a real person at one point but I don't believe in the children's myths about him, no.
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: occasionaly
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yeah
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no, but that doesn't mean I don't believe in leprechauns
Do you wish on stars?: when I can

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: I believe in a mother and father god but I don't necessarily think they have genders
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: to a nice place, or if we've decided back into utero and reincarnate

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes.
Who is your best friend?: Jon
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: my mother
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Don't be too trusting of people
Your favourite inside joke?: "So when I cough my eyes hurt.."
Thing you're picked on most about?: being different
Who's your longest known friend?: Jon
Newest?: Devon
Shyest?: Jeff
Funniest?: hard to say
Sweetest?: don't know
Closest?: Jon
Weirdest?: me prolly
Smartest?: Jon
Ditziest?: hard to say
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Jon, Chuck, Justin
Last person you talked to online?: aka, kate, chris
Who do you talk to most online?: aka, kate, chris, mac
Who are you on the phone with most?: Jon prolly...
Who do you trust most?: my mother
Who listens to your problems?: mom, Jon, brother, people online
Who do you fight most with?: brother
Who's the nicest?: mother
Who's the most outgoing?: Dustin
Who's the best singer?: Dustin
Who's on your shit-list?: Josh Lenz, my father, and my sisters
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes
Who's your second family?: Dylan, Jon, Dustin, Devon
Do you always feel understood?: hell no
Who's the loudest friend?: Matt
Do you trust others easily?: No
Who's house were you last at?: Devon's
Name one person who's arms you truly feel safe in: Jon
Do your friends really know you?: as far as I know yes
Friend that lives farthest away: Chuck/ Justin

subscription is gone, I don't really do enough on here to benefit from it anyways.
My mom has crones disease and collidis(sp?) or at least that's what the Dr's think so far, the last tests will be coming back sometime early next week.